I woke up with my heart shatter in a thousand pieces, I didn’t want to open my eyes because I knew she was not going to be there wagging her tail

I knew she was not going to start kissing me when I would sing “ buenos días mi amor, buenos días mi ángel , buenos días mi amor” like I used to sing every morning

Preparing the breakfast for my other 2 pets was hard, because I still had her breakfast in the fridge, letting my dogs out was hard because her winter jacket was still next to the door

Laying down was hard because I still find her hair everywhere I look at

When I decided to left the house I turned around to say bye to my other pets and she wasn’t there looking at me before I closed The door

When I came back I didn’t hear her barking in the other side of the door, she wasn’t jumping up and down when I entered the house , she wasn’t welcoming in our house

My first day without her hurts really bad

when they tell you that you heart can break is true… it’s difficult to breath and my chest aches

I’ve been looking all around the house for her smell, I’ve been hugging her blanket to try to keep her close to me

I don’t know how many more days this pain will last, I got the feeling maybe it will never go away

I just have to learn how to live without her and take all our memories close to my heart, forever