I looked in the mirror and realized I don’t recognize the woman in there.

It has been a while since I painted my nails, since I got my hair done, since I went shopping, I don’t use makeup as much as i used to, my clothes are baggy, my hair is messy, my skin is dull.

I don’t like selfies and I hate full body pictures, I gained so much weight that my old clothes don’t fit anymore.

I don’t smile for pictures anymore, my smile makes me uncomfortable, my skin self conscious and my body embarrassed.

I hate looking at pictures of years ago and how good I used to look, not trying to be cocky, but I was confident, I liked what I used to see in the mirror , now, I don’t even try to look.

I lost myself a long time ago and I’m still trying to find what I used to be or a least what is left from that.