I learned you existed long ago but the fear came after , I understood that one day we leave this earth and I tried to comprehend where do we go, years later I still don’t know.
You took control over my mind, over my body and my feelings, took away from me the joy of sleeping, the happiness of a nice shower, the adventure of long car ride
You took away from me the normal afternoons laying in the couch, the dates with my boyfriend , the calls with my family
You have taken so much from me but I am still here to fight it back
Because I learned I can be stronger than you , I learned we can live together and coexist
That I can still have you in my mind but I can function and I can live
Dear death, I know you are there always behind me, behind my mind, my actions and my thoughts, but I also know I am in front of you, stronger and capable
Dead death , I know some days you’ll be stronger than me and find the way to break me down, but I also know I will find the way to step back up
Dear death, thank you for teaching me what I am capable of , for making me strong
Dear death, thank you for making me feel alive
