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The next step
When I heard the news of Hunna’s terminal cancer I started to prepare for her death. I said I wouldn’t be able to leave the bed and probably would drink a bunch of cough medicine just to sleep through the pain. When the day arrived I couldn’t sleep at all, didn’t take any cough maldice…
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Life goes on
It has been already over a month since I lost her I still have to wake up every morning, feed my other pets , have to go to work, have to eat, have to walk my pets and sit with them outside We went to the dog park, I saw other dogs running, my Hunna…
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Time won’t heal everything
It’s been almost 2 weeks since I lost her, people tell me time will heal everything, that soon I will feel better, I just feel like every day it hurts more and more Her absence feel stronger every day, watching her pictures is more difficult, crying is a daily activity Death is confusing, I can’t…
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My first day without her
I woke up with my heart shatter in a thousand pieces, I didn’t want to open my eyes because I knew she was not going to be there wagging her tail I knew she was not going to start kissing me when I would sing “ buenos días mi amor, buenos días mi ángel ,…
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Selfish or incapable?
I see her losing her energy day by day, she doesn’t bark anymore, she can’t jump to her couch or bed, she only eats when I forcefully put food in her mouth just because I can’t see her losing more weight. Sometimes she plays with toys but gets tired pretty quickly, she doesn’t run behind…
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How long does pain last
This year didnt start as I expected, I wonder if my cat scratching me while I was celebrating new years eve was a way to show me what 2021 was gonna be? The very first week of the year I received the news from the vet, my first fur baby only had a couple weeks…
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They said “ love you, friend “
I hate the weekends because they remind me how lonely I am I hate that I only have time to sit in my bed to think about the friends that I don’t have , I have to remember all those who called themselves my friends and forgot about me in the blink of an eye…
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To the ones I lost and the ones I got
Since I opened about my mental health, many things have changed with my social life, not like I had a big one but is different from months ago. To those go used to hug me and say they love me , to those who used to say I could always count on you when I…
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Cying Session
I haven’t been feeling good since Sunday, these week seems darker than the last ones, my anxiety is stronger and my fears more present, I have been really busy at work but I feel like I am being to slow, not being able to complete everything I have to do, letting my mind lose control…
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Sundays
Since the morning I feel weird, I’ve talked about this before, I don’t like Sundays It’s like my mind knows exactly the day to make me feel extra anxious, I feel bad since the moment I open my eyes but I try to keep myself together I like to go to the park with my…
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